KatieAtlas


A letter from a friend
June 9, 2010, 1:21 am
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this is my blog for today

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So today was my lax banquet. And although it doesnt seem like the end I was not about to cry or get that emotional in any real regard.

Hart called me the backbone of the team. That in the end the season was really on my shoulders.

Thats what he said when he gave me my varsity and captain pin.

As he named me team MVP He called my dedication to not only better the program, but to better the sport and to better myself second to none.

As he called me as one of the 3 first team league all stars he went on explaining how “We might not have been able to say we had the best of anything else, but I knew we had the best goalie in the league”

And its only now, that I shed a couple of tears.

—–

Congrats, girl. You earned it.



Notes from the Happiest Place on Earth
June 2, 2010, 11:59 pm
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Over 350 seniors from my school went to Disney World together over Memorial Day Weekend.

Initial reaction: yikes.

It was a blast. And it was fantastic to get away from my parents for a few days…

Lots of Disney posts to come over the next few days, along with other moments of senioritis, so watch out.

-Katie Mac



Ain’t No Sunshine When She’s Gone??

I’m kind of stunned that my internship is, more or less, over. Tuesday is my last day. The editors are taking me out to lunch.

Here are some of the best parts about having interned at The Sun.

  • Most obviously, I got to experience first hand what it is like to work in a newsroom. I had a desk and a phone and assignments. I listened to the police scanner buzz and shout all day. I learned how to actually write an article. I met some very cool people. I met some really weird people too. But I couldn’t have learned what I did from any school newspaper or guessing game.
  • I loved that no one set my schedule. No one told me and the other cattle to move to our next class at exactly 8:25 or to eat lunch fourth or to be somewhere. I could come and go as I pleased. I took lunch when I was hungry, and in fact, I had an hour to do so. That’s a big step up from twenty-ish hurried minutes of combined social interaction and stuffing my face. (Sorry, WA.) It was the Katie Show, and I was the director, producer, and owner of the station. It was my own game. It was actually a pretty strange experience at first, not to mention. I was almost waiting around for someone to tell me, “Go eat now” and “You can leave.”
  • I was with ADULTS. I didn’t have to schlep around with kids and moochers and complainers. There was a lot less bullshit. Now granted, I didn’t get to see the entire works of that factory, but being older, nonetheless, is a whole new game with a new set of rules. I felt a lot more at home in the newsroom with people that, for the most part, could be my parents, than I did in the cafeteria at WA or in my gym class or whatever. Strange, maybe, but still one of the reasons why I loved The Sun.
  • Having one class meant I could actually focus on that class. Now, I didn’t always do all the assignments and whatnot, but when it came down to studying for my AP test, I really put my all into it. Anddd I really liked being able to sneak out for an hour or so from work once in a while. It was a healthy break, plus I got to see some people I know and like to hang out with. Psych was the best class of the year, so finishing it out wasn’t too much of a heart breaker.
  • Some of my assignments were… less than thrilling. But some were fantastic! I loved going to the Hellenic American Academy the other day. Vivian Panagakis, I love you! You are such a sincere person, and you made me feel so welcome! And Greek!! Doug Anderson, the school principal, took the time to show me the entire school and introduce me to most of the kids. It was great. And, that story made it on the front page!! It stood out as one of the times that I was really happy to be out and about, interviewing kids, seeing what goes on, and learning a bit about the community that I had never been exposed to before.
  • Also, seeing my name, and more importantly, my work in print. Well, that’s pretty cool.
  • The kind letters I have received in return from some people have also been so wonderful and rewarding. Like when I covered a couple choruses in Lowell. Frank Sullivan, he sent me these e-mails that were so kind and so genuine and made me feel so good. These emails made my day. Here’s one from Frank:

You did another great job on the Spindle City Singers article. There were several people from the group including Normand Ayotte who were very please with the write-up in the Lowell Sun. Don’t give up on a career in journalism. You need to investigate other opportunities where you can utilize your written communication skills. Good luck on your next important step in life and that is college where you will meet new people with a different background and experience.

  • As much as I worked, I also had equal time to just relax. I think Guidance, when they were setting up the internship program, was hoping that as much as they want us to learn, they want us to have time to just chill out. I had some down time at work. I did my fair share of stumbling-upon and reading blogs. I listened to music. I browsed the mall from my computer.

I doubt I will be able to find a job that is quite as fulfilling as The Sun, but maybe that will give me some time to chill at the lake, read a lot, and work on my tan. Who knows, but The Sun set some pretty high standards. No complaints there.

Cheers,

Katie



Gut Feelings, Fifth Graders, and Potential Catastrophes

First, I have to feature the best song from my drive to work today (which I have now been listening to on repeat.)

Gut Feeling by Devo

And talk about some sassy lyrics:

Something about the way you taste
Makes me want to clear my throat
There's a message to your movements
That really gets my goat
I looked for sniffy linings
But you're rotten to the core
I've had just about all I can take
You know I can't take it no more
Got a gut feeling
Centered 'round long time ago
On your ability to torment
Then you took your tongs of love
And stripped away my garment
Got a gut feeling

Slap your mammy down
Slap your pappy down again
Oh move it up and down now
Oh move it all around now

Second, the Lowell Sun sent me out on a story (which has taken forever to get interviews set up!) regarding the Hellenic American Academy in Lowell. The school has this new lunch program run by one of the parents, Vivian Paganakis. She cooks every meal from scratch, secretly adds tons of vegetables, and does her very best to cater to each kid individually.

It’s great. But Principal Doug Anderson (who finally!!!!! returned my incessant calls after three weeks) gave me a little tour of the school, and I got to re-live the fourth and fifth grade, and elementary school, and just being a kid. I have decided I am going to absolutely look for volunteer opportunities in schools and over the summer so I can work with kids. God, I forgot how much I missed it! We will see where it goes. I think this could be a really unique experience.

Fifth grade is so retro. So when can I sign up to go back?

Third, Disney is fast approaching. I really need to see what clothes fit/buy some new ones (not too many but enough for five days). And I also really need to get on that damn itinerary. But, in avoiding a problem, there are problems already. No one is reaching out and saying “I wanna do this.” But I know that, ultimately, everyone is gonna bitch and be all “Hey, I wanted to do this, but you didn’t include it in your plans and now it’s too late to do it and yadda yadda yah yah.”

But I have on at least five different occasions invited people to SPEAK UP. Tell me what you want to do so this isn’t just MY vacation and MY plans. My ideas behind the itinerary were

A) avoid sitting around and not knowing what to do that day.

B) save some dough.

C) avoid forgetting about stuff I want to do.

D) have a list of priorities.

E) save the drama for yo’ mama/quit yo’ bitchin’/I can only accept one complaint per day/fuck off.

But really now. Those are great reasons to have a plan, aside from the fact that Disney is completely OVERWHELMING and REQUIRES a little planning. Sheesh.

If Mickey says no, it's got to go.

Girls are damn catty. I can’t help it that I am proactive.

Or beautiful.

Cheers,

Katie



Life is tough when your brain turns to mush.
May 18, 2010, 3:20 pm
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I’ve got a to do list half a mile long.

It seems even longer since I have slipped into the catatonic bliss that is Senioritis.

  • I have three articles I am working on.
  • I have to go to the New Hampshire National Honorless Society meeting/ceremony/brouhaha at seven.
  • I need to prepare for my Thursday morning meeting with Joanne regarding my project.
  • I have to go see Cassidy tomorrow at 6:30.
  • I need to work on my Disney itinerary.
  • I have to work on that disgusting psychology project with Paige tonight.
  • And that’s not all.

But you know what makes it all much better? Knowing we will feast, briefly, on the brain food that is Kimball Farm ice cream. God, my friends are good ones.



No such thing as a moment to rest. or Senioritis #6.
April 29, 2010, 12:25 pm
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Lately I’ve gotten my shit together.

At least a little bit.

The most important things, or at least what most people would say at the most important things, have been covered. I picked a school. I submitted my deposit. I finally washed my sheets, and I went to the doctors. I am enjoying my internship and have had two by-lines.

But I’ve been so lazy, at the same time. I haven’t gotten a job. I haven’t gone on a diet, and I certainly have neglected working out. I have yet to truly fold all my laundry. I still don’t know what I am doing this summer. I haven’t whitened my teeth or been blogging regularly or eaten healthier food. I haven’t been studying for my AP exam, let alone doing the homework for the class. Nice.

I have so many events coming up, seemingly. I have so much motivation, but I never actually apply myself.

I’m not depressed, thankfully. But I feel like a loser. All I do is succumb to my spur-of-the-moment urges and desires. Beyond that… What can I say that I’ve really done?

Here’s the To Do List, including work items, daily items, and long term schtuff.

  1. Food Revolution article –> get into contact with Doug Anderson, the mom, students, etc
  2. Interview local HS students for Mass Anti-Bullying legislation opinions
  3. Psych class at one
  4. Review quiz on five modules
  5. Shorts shopping with Madre (fucking Disney)
  6. Figure out what to do in the future
  7. Pick my classes for next semester
  8. Figure out grad party deal (another FML)
  9. Shave my legs
  10. Clean my room
  11. Get a job
  12. Get a gym membership
  13. Stop eating shitty foods
  14. Study for AP exam
  15. Take AP exam
  16. Figure out birthday weekend events… FML
  17. Get hands on some Captain Lime
  18. Submit community service sheet to the NHS Nazis
  19. Get laundry from dryer
  20. Buy prom ticket (FML)
  21. Finish my book
  22. Make a list of books to read for the summer
  23. Make a list of movies to watch this summer
  24. Get some money (FML)
  25. Get some WhiteStrips
  26. Make a survey for candace
  27. Finish all the MyNova Shit
  28. Visit MacKenzie Zadroga
  29. Go to NYC for concert with Candace
  30. Write some letters
  31. Learn Quantum Physics, memorize the Bible verbatim, do a cartwheel, and go on a date with Brad Pitt. HA.

Maybe this is senioritis?

Katie



Senioritis #5
March 11, 2010, 11:17 am
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Doing everything and anything to get out of some class time.

I both accept and love that I will do just about anything to get out of class. One of the best parts of any given day is coming up with a new reason to get out of class. I’m exhilarated when I have one more excuse.

(While yes, my grades may have dropped due to my lack of attendance, but I contribute that more to the fact that I have stopped doing homework and/or general malaise when it comes to doing most school related activities.)

Here are my favorite ways to get out of class:

  • Most obviously, going to breakfast for first period and coming in late.
  • Going on senior strolls for ten to fifteen minute chunks of time
  • Visiting the library to use the computers, blog, or generally amble around
  • Copying papers for teachers
  • Visiting guidance and chatting it up with either Wendy or Mrs. Samaha
  • Forcing myself to find a question to ask Wendy so I don’t seem like such a slacker
  • Selling cupcakes for the Liv Marchand Scholarship Fund
  • Blood drives
  • Helping the school social worker on Wednesdays (I love those “Get out of Jail FREE” slips)
  • Pulling senior pranks in stairwells, etc
  • Sitting in Mr. Cruikshank’s freshman history classes
  • Faking the need to pee
  • Pretending to be tired/faint/dizzy and visiting the nurse (even if only to sleep for the period)
  • Walking slowly
  • Getting ginger ales for substitute teachers from the teacher’s lounge (that was only once, but it was a nice little field trip)
  • Field Trips of all kinds
  • Skipping school for any reason, including Ferris Bueller moments, doctors appointments, illness (real or imagined), and vacations.
  • “I need to get something from my car.”
  • “I need to get something from my locker.”
  • “I need to get something from my last period class.”
  • “I need to get something from my guidance counselor.”
  • Chances are good you'll find me here.

Administration gives extra points for creativity, you know.

Cheers,

Katie



Keeping it Festive with Haiku
March 9, 2010, 10:35 pm
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March Haiku-A-Days is a month long holiday created by Rachel Socolow. Haikus, while sometimes criticized for their terse language and strict form, can actually be quite powerful in revealing emotion.

The lovely Rachel Socolow

Here is a slew that pertain to how I have been feeling this week.

—–

Refridgerator,

Fuck Lent. Give me ice cream and

indulge my emotions.

—–

Rashmi Kumar says

I haven’t been doing my

homework. I don’t care.

—–

Senioritis is

Just being amazingly

Unmotivated.

—–

Dive into the sea

Swallow water and water

Swallow me alive.

—–

Cleanse my mind of the

impurity. Take the salt

And wash me all clean.

—–

Just ask me again.

Honesty and I are good

friends. I have no fear.

—–

Gee, that was boring. I

wonder why we sat in the

gym for forty-five.

—–

Lemons come from life.

And Limeades come from Sonic.

Citrus can sting you.

—–

Katie Island is where

I have been staying. Dreamland

But maybe prison.

—–

Another vacuum

and maybe some windex for

Ralph, or maybe me.

—–

Sixty-seven days

sounds eternal in my mind.

Please just let me go.

—–

Mom, I know that you

Love me but part of me just

Cannot believe you.

—–

What happened to those

sunny days and the endless

laughter? I miss you.



Chat Roulette- the best new thing in Procrastination and Senioritis

Last night I finally took it upon myself to explore the modern marvel that is Chat Roulette.

For lack of a better cliche, it blew my mind.

Let me take a moment to explain how this site works.

1. Get a webcam.

2. Get internet.

3. Go to www.chatroulette.com

4. Click start.

5. Talk to strangers.

It’s just that easy.

Now, beware of the perverts, jerking one off in from of their computer screen. Beware of the creepy old men. Beware of people who ask you questions you’d really rather not answer. (Someone told me they thought the next thing would be the porno chat roulette, strictly for those looking for a little something something… Sad thing is is that I wouldn’t be surprised if that actually came to be.)

But the beauty of the beast? Just click next. In fact, you can keep clicking next until you find someone who seems relatively safe to talk to.

Chat Roulette defies all laws Moms placed on children for years. We are talking to strangers. We are using webcams. As long as you aren’t harassing someone, anything goes. And worst of all, once you start clicking and chatting and meeting new people, you become completely and totally addicted. You  won’t be able to stop. There is something cool about not knowing what you are going to find, or who will have a good story to share, or who you’ll hit it off with, or who you won’t. Some people have really engaging conversation, and others are rather dull. Chat Roulette allows you to get what you want. It is the all you can eat buffet of internet communication.

Chat Roulette let me talk to some dude from Long Island, who loves to party, bake and ski, just like me.

Chat Roulette introduced me to a law student living in Mississippi who has a band. And we both like Lucero.

Chat Roulette paired me up with a kid in Michigan who wants to be a border patrol cop.

Ok, there is a lot of diversity, but when it comes down to it, you can really talk to whatever kind of person you want. And that is cool. It’s too bad social stigmas exist at a community level, however. Someone who may live four doors down from you could be the best pianist you’ve ever seen, but you’d never know if you label him a weirdnerd and never give him the time of day.

More experimenting with Chat Roulette soon.

Katie



Senioritis #4
February 22, 2010, 12:03 pm
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Talking your way out of trouble with your Dean.

(Damn, that was money.)




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